Hah. Some thins you see on here are so perfect ad relevant in the moment.
(Source: thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg, via nevermissachanceto-smile)
Anonymous asked: its not to late, your such an amazing person. you're so strong; & your very inspiring. please believe it because its true, your such an amazing & beautiful person.
what have i ever done to be told such sweet things> according to other people i am just this fucked up bitch who cant control herself. Look at what i did.. I CANT control myself. Enough is never enough. I just want it to be over all together. right now. but I have no fucking guts - they’re building with every bad thing that comes my way though, believe me.
Anonymous asked: Your not a failure. Your a human. And humans make mistakes. We all have weakness. And right now, you aren't having the best run. Understandable. But things will always become better. You have to understand that. You have to stick around, and see the future. Grow old and see things change. Don't give up, please.
..giving up is so much easier. That’s all I can say. That’s how weak i am right now
…..I have no self control.
Hey, you’re right for once bitch. I have no self control, and it’s because people like you push me to the edge, you push and push and PUSH and eventually I’m going to be so sick of your pushing that I’ll just fucking JUMP.
done.
explo-re asked: You're such a strong & an amazing person, you've come so far never give up! stay beautiful xxx
Why is it that I get the nice messages when it’s kind of too late….
I’m sorry.
I’m such a failure. I’m sorry. I really am.
Anonymous asked: You're so beautiful and strong, I truly admire you and your beauty.
please dont, just stop lying to me about this whole thing. Since when does anyone actually mean it? everyone who says it just dissapears and convinces me otherwise eventually. Im sorry im just not okay right now.
Anonymous asked: Didn't mean to offend you in last message. Sorry. Just asking
I’ve got people on other sites posting shit about my cuts and how im attention seeking and i only now can assume everyone is out to fucking get me. I cant deal anymore! I cant take this and im so over anon hate mail! OMG> I’mFUCKING LOSING iT!
Anonymous asked: How have you taken 3 different tests? Depression is not sad, and you're not sad all the time. You have to more than extremely sad to be depressed. And you shouldn't tell people about your problems and get angry with them if they don't want to hear it.
IF YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR IT WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME?!
Directions on how to piss off:
1) go to my blog
2) look for the little ’ - follow ’ button in the top right hand corner
3) click it
4) Don’t come back.
Beyond blue have online surveys, my councilor has referred me to mental helth professionals and and open online chats with health professionals are all evidence under my belt.
How dare you message me on ANON with hate and accusations!? Can you not clearly see that I was going to fucking kill myself the other night. If ‘SAD’ people went and killed themselves nobody would fucking exist!?
GTFO. just leave. You’re actually not wanted here. I cop enough fucking bullshit as it is.
Anonymous asked: youre ridiculous
fuck you too
Anonymous asked: How are you sure you've got depression? It's very serious and not a word you should jut chuck around. Have you been medically tested?
No I have not been ‘medically tested’ because my parents dont want to take me (cause they dont want to pay for medication)
I have taken three different tests and i’ve tested positive every time.
But no, I’m perfectly fine mentally - that’s also why I wake every morning wishing I hadn’t. That’s why majority of the time I feel empty.
..I’m fine.
Anonymous asked: How's the bully situation going? Hope it's better :)
Not really but what can you do?
